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The time I really enjoyed God was when I went to the Forward Conference in Georgia. It was the first time I was able to be me because I don't like attention and I don't really talk but when I went I got to get to know myself. I never found myself until then because all we did was worship we heard some amazing songs and heard some incredible sermons.
If I had never went I think I would still be where I was 3 months ago. I was depressed really bad but now that I went I haven’t struggled with depression a lot, I really felt the burdens being lifted off my shoulders. I felt happy, relieved, and I loved every moment of it. It made me open my eyes and say hey I need to drop everything I do and work on my relationship with God because I really need Him. That burden he lifted was just amazing if he hadn’t done it I would still be lost because I needed help when he did it. All I did was just cry, because it was an amazing experience especially with the song that was playing, now all I do is hum it because I love the lyrics. They go, “I am no longer slave to fear I am a child of God.” I love that song so much I just thank God that I was able to go. I really needed that, I really needed to find myself and he let me. Every time I think back to my old ways I think wow, why did I do that stuff but now I know why I use to ask myself how does he still love me if I turned my back on our relationship and did bad stuff. The reason why is because he loves me no matter what he will always be there waiting for me because he is God, the all mighty king and our father. It just amazes me to see how much he has done for me and I just don't care. But now that my eyes are open I really do care and I appreciate everything he has done for me. I can't wait until I get to heaven because I just want to give Him a big hug and tell him thank you and I love you, because you have done so much for me and I have done so little for you. I just can't wait for that day because God has changed my life and has changed my ways. I see things differently now because of him. I just wanted to tell you how I have enjoyed the Lord. He is amazing and a life changer.
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